Failure

Lying here crying
Again
Over what could have been
 But never was
And never will be
I’ve got it better now
But somehow
I still mourn
What could have been
But never was
 
I know I’m better off
But it still hurts
 Feel like a failure
though I know I shouldn’t
did everything I could
tried everything I shouldn’t
I know I’m not a failure
It wont always hurt
I know I’m better off